Thursday, June 27, 2019

wish that I could say it was a good night....

but fatigue hit early yesterday, and after the play and the visit to the library, I simply went home and rested. Uneventful but rather boring night--could not find a radio station that was playing the debates---should go down to La Flaca tonight and watch the second group. Must get out.
  Very restless in the morning---the city sprawls out before me, but can't seem to know where I want to go. Lots of ideas, though. Also, things are getting complicated re my possible trip to Baltimore two weekends from this one. Hotel rates are going up---there seems to be a decent amount of air bnb's that are available but can't seem to pull the trigger on one yet. Well, the trip is not etched in stone.
  Still have a lot of feelings about the play yesterday--mulled it over a lot in my head during the time that I was home last night. Heidi talks about the duality in parents--things the next generation tries hard to confront, but that often makes no sense, or simply returns one to the original contradiction. I feel the same way---trying to understand my my parents' strengths but also their prejudices--not racial, by any means, but their lack of feeling (for want of a better phrase) for my artistic aspirations. Still, I was able to accomplish a decent amount, was not I?
 The idea of joining one of the we work places for a month seems better and better--must contact Harlo about the possibility of getting a computer from her---assuming that she still has some, as she said last year.
  So that is the way things stand now---trying to be frugally meaningful---hope I can make some fun out of the night--will report soon.

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