willing to let.....

it happen---I guess that is what I feel about the weekend? So many options, yet......will I go to Magic Futurebox this evening....tomorrow at Public in the evening, nice to hear from Molly---feeling good about "drifting", though have not worked at Friends in four days---a little odd---still I have gotten some things out of my "freedom"; money is looking pretty good---had a nice time at the reunion at Friends, very moved by Charlie's ceremony---good to see all the class of 07. So let us continue.....

today is

the first reunion at Friends I will attend. Wonder how it will go? The class of 07; the first class I have strong memories of (actually, remember 06 as well, but I was much closer to 07). Who will be there......? For the moment, life suspended. Then a party in the park with Jen and Ted, then tomorrow, the Bushwick party, then maybe hanging out at East River...Rock shop....Monday, work. Tough, long week but I feel invigorated----interesting walk through Buswick yesterday on my way to see ERS project---first time at the coffee place on Willoughby and Myrtle...liked it...ofcourse another all white coffee place in a world surrounded my minorities, or atleast that is what it seemed. Still, these walks are fascinating to me---crossing from Broadway to Wycoff--the J to the L. Will spend time wandering around Bushwick this summer....trying to put all of Brooklyn together in my mind---harder then the Bronx....well we will see....

so it is

almost two weeks later; have been working every day, enjoyed being with the tenth graders yesterday, havn't seen them in a long time---nice contact---then home, very tired, then could not sleep last evening for most of the time. Thoughts....fanasies......nothing but those to keep you going, city boy, how much is real, how much possible.....you keep asking yourself these questions, without getting much closer to an answer. Still, nice to have a day off, will be more relaxed this evening, able to give more time to FUREE meeting. Return to Friends tomorrow morning to proctor first of three exams, then........