a great expance of

time---finally! A day without tutoring---can have everything lead up to Trivia at South Fourth tonight.  Thought seriously about going to the film festival this morning, but then decided I did not want to rush myself----a beautiful day, atleast some heat in the apartment----possible to see a movie this afternoon, still, I think I would prefer just to go to Tiny Cup in Bed-Stuy, drink some coffee and watch the scene....then back to Houston Street to watch the baseball team play a game and then on to the burg. Is this what it will be like?  Felt yesterday that everything was adding up on me....too frenetic...today much better---need to relax, yesterday felt too tired to see the one acts at Local 68, must go tomorrow, wonder if Sonia will really go to see the "Ring Cycle" must contact Tim, good idea, let's go.....

so many things

have happened in the past few weeks----fourteen days of work; teaching an english program for ten days-----then yesterday, my first day off, the anger at what I heard on WNYC, followed by the Brooklyn movie, very important, feel like I made some important statements about it to the filmmaker. Still dissappointed in the state of America--not the America that I was promised as a young person---yet today is beautiful, lots of baseball to think about, the Ring tonight---have I worked through the anger...? Not sure, will see how the day goes---took out book about Anatole Broyard,....interesting...anyway, let's see what happens....