Friday, August 26, 2016

much improved....

relationships with the group---I may have overreacted to my venue manager's "tartness" yesterday, since everything for the rest of the day went very smoothly. Still, a lot of coordination to work out for today (much easier tomorrow) I want to see a play this afternoon, but it will be cut close as I have to return to my box office immediately afterwards for a very heavy show. Another heavy one coming in at 4:30, but this one sits by itself. Just let things run their course, things should probably go smoothly.
  Last night, after Fringe, I felt entitled to a nice meal, but everywhere I thought of going was over $10.00. Finally settled on Two Boots and their $3.75 pizza slice. Not exactly what I wished for, but I was tired, and the idea of just spending over ten made me angry. Today, when I leave here, same problem---also I like to eat fast when I am working, So we will see what happens.
   Kind of mellow when I returned home, so why did I have such a startling dream. Most of it had two people in it: a black man and a white woman---he was coming on to her---but nothing in the dream came of it---also a little bit in the dream about playwright John G reading a monologue from one of his plays and a walk around a park (in Baltimore? New Haven?) to a new side of it. Woke up feeling very angry---tried to explain the dream to myself, could not only feel that including a black man in it meant that I was angry. What followed was a lot of thinking about "things" but all this seems to have dissipated into the real action of the afternoon.
  Not much else, can't believe that two weeks ago, the Fringe was just beginning, and that two weeks have passed. Two more days after this----then freedom!

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