lots of tension....

why, well for one that boiler in the apartment house seems to be broken, not a problem now, (except no hot water) but if not fixed for tonight or tomorrow, when it is supposed to be around 25 degrees. Another cold night where I use my two heaters excessively which means higher con ed bills (something I don't need) Could deduct con ed bill from rent, since this has happened before, but usually take the non-confrontational road and just pay the difference. Now I sit in the library, just turned down the chance to see Country House at MTC for free tonight? Why?  AM really curious as to what it is, but are not there better things to do. Last night figured that this evening would be my only chance to see Klinghoffer at the Met, other dates are already booked, now having just checked the Met ticket blog, find out there should be many tickets available even this evening. But this morning, decided that my time could be better spent chcecking out some places in Brooklyn, maybe even stopping into South Fourth, where I have not been for a while. I seems that for every evening I have so many options, sometimes overwhelmed by these choices, in a week there will be four plays at the Public, I would be interested in seeing. How to work it out...?  Nothing is clear, will return to apartment to see if heat is back before heading up to Harlem for my one lesson today.
Last night decided that Six Characters would be too difficult to get to considering how tired I felt, a movie would be better, so I went to the Godard film at Lincoln Center Hard to sit through film, but fascinating, since I have a Godard background, understood the way moments were chopped up and returned to, still not an easy movie to take, though some very beautiful images. Glad I saw it--out of my way, at least---afterwards felt hungry for the first time in a long while, went up to Columbia area and had chicken in soup at Ollie's a cold place for contact but just what I needed for my body. Still have eaten only a bagel today, and am not hungry at all. Slept well (sort of) until it was time to take a shower and then above happened.