writing about "it"

So should the blog tell all of my feelings about my new health stage, or should it focus on other things. Not sure. Let's just say I feel there is a countdown to Friday at 1:30 when i face the Gastroninerologist,  Just want to arrive at that place. Now, however, feeling kind of mellow. I have admitted to myself that this is not an easy place to be in. Last night, very restless, could not sleep much---today, this afternoon, finally caught up on some of the sleep I missed.
  Have read a lot about the protesters at 1214 Dean Street in Brooklyn where a vicious landlord tried to evict many of his tenants with no warning. The response was strong---in the tweets that I see many people are out there, protesting, protecting the tenants,  and are determined to not let the buidling's owner get his way.  If this was a "normal" (healthwise) summer, I would probably be out there with them--how I wish that was possible. But not feeling strong enough---this would not be a good idea today.
  Finished another story by Deborah Eisenberg---I really admire---no, let's just say I am in awe of the way she creates and molds a short story. About four more to go in her book of them. Also read a little bit of The Sound Inside again---there is something that draws me back to parts of the play, even though I don't feel a need to read the whole things through again.
  Close to 7, still waiting for my appetite to ask for supper--will report again soon.