what to do.....

Why is sending a resume to another school so difficult for me? Well, it is, much as I argue with myself. seem caught in this emotional bottleneck. Surely it won't hurt to let another school know of your availability, especially if they say on their web site that they are looking for subs. On the other hand, early, not much is happening at Friends, still surprised that I was not asked to sub for the Field Day trip. Has happened often before (though not in 2011, which turned out to be a good year for me). So where do we go from here..?
Other news: Read much of Lynne Shraron Schwartz' memoir last evening. Again really am fascinated by memories of growing up Jewish in the forties and fifties, struck by the uniformity of vision, whether Brooklyn or Bronx, a very settled and consistent place, that is what we were given.
Afterwards, not sure of how I wanted to spend the evening, thought of going to South Fourth, but when I arrived in Williamsburg stopped off at Sweetwater---Shayla was there, talked for a long while with her and her friend Helen, who has worked with Joe Swanberg. Reminded (or awakened) her about voting today,  Wandered over to south fourth around 10, but not much was happening there, felt a real surge of energy, did not really wish to return home, instead took a longer route back to North Seventh. Tiredness kicked in, still glad I decided to go to the "Burg".
This morning, got up and voted early, then here...now fifteen minute extension. This afternoon will possibly call Billy, see if he wants to meet, then in the evening, again with the myriad of choices.
Was granted an extra fifteen minutes in the computer---so time is not at a premium....