the body is back---the strength is there. The mornings seem to be the time that I have the most energy; that my body is closest to what it was before the pandemic and before the illness was diagnosed. So what does this mean...? What have I learned from this? Well, that it might be natural for my body to fall into a "fatigue fit" after the hours at the library when I tutor That I should just deal with it as somethng that right now is normal. The ventilation on the second floor, the children's floor of the library is awful and i have to wear a sweater to shield my ostomy bag. Trying to look at the whole thing in perspective---to see a 24 hour cycle that includes both strength and intense fatigue. Maybe that will work At any rate, feeling good at this moment.
The "work-home" cycle must continue. That means my chances of seeing a play or movie or concert after two or three hours of students probably is impossible. That means basically Sunday is my only free day. It is a grind, but I have made the comittment and both the kids and the parents trust me so it must continue in the near fufutre. Too bad, I would love to go to Sunset Park in Brooklyn and see Target Margin's production of Pericles--and an actor (actually two) is in the New Group's version of the Sea Gull. Can I make it---don't know, but no real plans ahead, everything depends on my energy at the moment. Lots of interesting films promised at the New Films from France program at the movies at Lincoln Center. Maybe I can catch one or two of these. A lot of promises---we will see if they can be played out.
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