slow so far, no work---a session in the afternoon. Not sure about the evening. I slept well last night (more about that later) so it might be possible for me to check out a movie, or maybe find a trivia game (I know of one at the Gotham Market) where I can join a team.
Strange dream last night---even as I was sleeping soundly...I at a celebration for the actor John Lithgow---for this celebration he was appearing in three different films, each illustrating his versatility. It was clear that this was a celebratory occasion. Why did I choose Lithgow for this dream? Well, probably because he represents a success that I once craved very much, and also because (I assume) he is financially very secure. Was that a statement that I was making to myself that I was disappointed that I had not achieved what he has achieved and was part of me still disappointed about that? Woke up feeling pretty depressed but that was still in the middle of the night, now feeling much more positive. The therapist that I worked with in the seventies and eighties believed that we "cast" our own dreams, so by choosing the actor, I was possiby making some statement within myself.
Not much else to say---a "grimy" day outside---three more days until the holiday begins will report soon.
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