Wednesday, May 1, 2019

two days after....

the feelings remain. When I think back to the events of Sunday evening and early Monday morning---it is something that I do not want to go through again. But how can I not? Lots of feelings involved in stopping the procedure---they will have to be calmed if I am ever going to go through with it.
  Spent yesterday at Friends and tutoring---a hectic day, very tired in the evening---more revived now. A Friends assignment for today was canceled---gives me a chance to catch up---I realize how the last couple of weeks with almost every day at Friends and the sessions following that have been extremely hectic. Want to "chill out" but what does that mean? When I am at rest, my mind becomes very restless. Well, tomorrow at Friends, and hopefully strong enough to go to Dixon Place to see my friend Shayna's puppetry project. Friday, another friend's project at the Flea and Saturday the spring musical at Friends. Wow! Quite a lot of plans. Want to be well rested for them. May have only one assignment for Saturday, which might mean I actually have the afternoon free. What can I do with it? Seems like a miracle; the last time I had only one session on Saturday was probably before the new year.
  Nothing much else to say. Need to read something that will absorb me. Will report soon.

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