a long stretch, cityboy has been working at Friends almost every day. Today is service day at Friends, so there was no work for me; my first day off in six days, with three more to go. Should be a happy day, but last night the stomach was giving me fits--one week until the next scheduled colonoscopy. Should do it---still lots of feelings around the day before. I have built my life on being "single" and very self sufficient---no one person to be extremely close to. That has worked well for me, but in this case, it forces me to go through the day before--a scary day, when I don't know what will happen---by myself. Can I do it? Well, I can give it a try. No deux ex machina in the form of rescheduling here. As we get closer to it, we will see how feelings evolve. In the meantime, three more days of work, including Thursday, when I will be at Friends, practically the whole day. Let's see what happens.
Not much else to report--I usually return home from subbing and the sessions in a tired state. Last Saturday saw the movie called Long Day's Journey Into Night, a meticulous chinese film, that lost me about half way in. So I left---I just could not get into the journey of the protagonist. Did not matter, though since being there was what I needed. Some other interesting projects exist, but I wonder, until the procedure ends, will I be able to process them. Today would have been a good day to check out a play---but I am tired, probably will go home after two sessions and go to sleep.
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