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continues...a mother just requested several sessions with her son. I have tutored him previously---demand is strong. See how it plays out.
Yesterday, I guess you could call it a "recovery" day---tutored in the afternoon, after two session extremely tired, must be fallout from epic lost phone "journey" from the night before. No opera, obviously, simply went home and rested. Slept for a while, then up and around, putting things together in my mind (that is what you do when you have no computer, smart phone, tv, or cd player in the apartment)---then off to sleep again.
Frightening dream, early in the morning, I am at some kind of lunch celebration with a group of people, including a date (whom I could not identify). Long rectangular table. Lots of conversation. All of a sudden, four men (white, lower class) who look like building workers bring in the body of a steer. They drop it on the table, make some noise and leave. That is odd, I think. But everything is going smoothly, all of a sudden meal is served some roast beef with pees---conversation continues--then a break (dd I wake up during this time or not, don't know)  I have lost consciousness somehow, wake up (in the dream) and the table is deserted, I am there by myself, table is stripped, carcas of the beef sits in the middle of the table, only other person there is tied up and can't speak. I am utterly confounded by this bizarre turn of events, where is everyone...why I am here by myself, what has become of my "date"?  I walk over to the tied up person (man or woman, I don't know) with a desire for information. As I approach this person and try to untie them, so as to find out what happened, I awake.
Feeling frightened. What does the dream mean..? Desertion...?  Able to go back to sleep, but can't get the dream out of my mind, seems to taken from an Adam Rapp play (maybe)---juxtaposition of the two worlds something that might come from an act change in a play. Yet my own bewilderment...
    Time and vision return to their normal form. I sit in the library calmer then I was this morning, planning my afternoon. Have not eaten much since the "gorge" on Monday evening, after taking back my phone (in reality it was never lost). Ate very little yesterday, stomach, at this point, seems to want nothing. Just wait it out, hunger will arrive.
    Lots of options in the coming days---not sure how work will impact them. Will continue progressing....