Still continue....

to have no requests to work from Friends, went to pick up check yesterday, everyone very friendly, yet toll is being taken---sometimes anxiety is very strong---feel a need to do something but what...? Will go to concert tonight....hopefully things will be better soon....
Friday: first performance of Flako's piece really went very well---everything that seemed difficult in the tech jelled rather smoothly, did a lot of memorizing and practicing of my poem while show was on, delivered it adequately, but Flako was pleased. Definitely felt a greater bond with the people in the cast (this really improved on Saturday). Went home early because I had a lot of work ahead of me on Saturday, was anxious but got through the night.
Saturday: did my four lessons, tired but got to Bushwick on time. Waiting time before the performance was less but everyone seemed very friendly and supportive, felt good being part of a group of "Players" (this is an exaggeration, I know, but it really did feel like that) Felt much stronger in my poem, really defined it on Saturday---had some good talks with some of the Bushwick staff, promised to return for next week's project and left feeling very good.
Sunday: went to Romeo and Juliet at friends, really exceptional, Steve has a great sense of flow and environment---acting good all around, hope I will be able to tell the students when I see them.
After that, rejected Brooklyn, went to watch football at Standings, nothing much, finally ended at La Flaca, where Tom and new waitress Judy were very nice to me.
Yesterday went to the school to pick up check----then went to Brooklyn on the B---destination, Brooklyn Avenue near Lefferts. Got off on the Prospect Park station, even though it as dark , felt fascinated by the journey, long to go out there again and go say, from train station to maybe even as far east as Utica, as for south as  well maybe even Newkirk. Want to see how the neighborhoods connect. Walked an amazing amount, legs feel incredibly strong today.
That's it....three more days until the vacation, so at least there will be no worries at that point. Maybe more enlightenment shed on situation at Concert---good to see the kids perform.