another night....

waiting for the call time---o  fcourse, not called, have to wonder if there will be any more work for me this year. Of course, will go to senior dinner (next thursday) final assembly, next Friday, and the graduation.

Another long night---wake up around 3, fill of energy, mull things over, must take around an hour, then....
finally return to sleep around 5, wake up about an hour later---could easily be woken up by the phone.
Strange set of contrasts---feel really strong in my relationships and my interactions with people, then faced with the "dilemma" at Friends.
Possible free tickets for Big Knife this afternoon, will turn it down...why.....? Just does not seem right.
What to do.....Brooklyn...last day or so to see Place Among the Pines....still have not visited Shadows, was too tired yesterday, ended up at the sports bar on 44th street and 10th---nice enough, plenty of sports, stayed for about two and a half hours--this is not a "contact" bar, like south fourth, but has good
cobb salad---light but filling.
Rest of day....not sure---should see a movie, want to see Shadows, will I ever see it/ So many movies....