angry....

because somehow I was out of the loop re James' party in Williamsburg---since Home/Sick pretty much in isolation---well that is not really true---yet would have structured my Saturday around the party if I could go. Yesterday night, wandered around Columbia area---felt very at peace doing so, finally watched baseball at a bar that I wanted to try out, what is it called, five loafes,etc. anyway, looked good from  outside, inside just another Manhattan bar---felt alone, but what did I expect? First time of wandering around that area in the evening, what did I find...? More bars, still a different feel....more later........tutoring today, followed by visit to La Flaca for some baseball, then maybe to Williamsburg where my friend Leyla is probably back at the bar..if not.....South Fourth....see what happens...