so yesterday.....

went to the "action" in Fort Greene park; looked for FUREE, could not find it---talked to some people, not a lot of warmth, but didn't matter----participated in health care teach in, and was invited to a candlelight vigil on Thursday to prevent consolidation of city hospitals, thus endangering nearbye communities. Will probably go; feel I should lend my support---still, last night and early this morning such a split in my feelings----would really like others to do this; was this what I was "brought up" to do. Strange kind of split, can't reconcile this with my enjoyment or perhaps you might call it "passion" for the arts. The two seem totally separate. Not much else this weekend, because of the Fort Greene visit, was too tired to visit East River or Sweetwater or anywhere else. A long vacation---one more week---lots of emotional space--not too sure about tonight or tomorrow, maybe some new places, we'll see.