Dark night....

so, after three days at Friends, and atleast two (probably more) to come, return to the apartment exhausted, and begin the "dark night." Too tired to go anywhere, not too much to listen to on the radio, somehow, you seem to be looking into the void. Get up alot during the night, always with a feeling of anger---now, as the day begins, and you sit in the library waiting for student Deyra, life and the sensitivity of it, returns to normal. Still, this long stand at Friends, seems to have evoked some feelings that were unexpected. Money may be part of it---can't see it till the end of the month, but there are other things as well. Possibilities for working through it---we'll see. Tonight, Tanya at Kraine, maybe other projects around there as well. As usual, we will see....