difficult time....

almost thought I had it made when I went down to Court Street, thought that perhaps they might renew my sub licence right away....fat chance! Was told that I had to start all over again. From where...? Woman at the desk told me in a flat, empty tone, when I left I thought, "what an Edgar (from King Lear) moment! Well, still here, back in Manhattan, will spend the rest of the day (and night) roaming around to my "spots"....otherwise, not much else. The early morning....palapable...hard to get through, will make resume this weekend, anyway, feel more upbeat right now...up to the challenge, will get through....