two days at...

Friends, very good, lots of long hard work, my relationship with the kids cemented even more with each time I work there. Next time....who knows...?
Today, got the news of Ronnie's death. She is my cousin by marriage, 81 years old, funeral tomorrow in Rockville Maryland. Could go down if I wanted to, though it would mean canceling my tutoring session tomorrow at noon. Somehow I don't want to do that. Could take a bus down this afternoon (late) or evening, find a place (inexpensive?....I doubt it) to stay, then go to the Funeral, return late tomorrow night. Why don't I want to do it? Ronnnie was someone I never had much feeling for---she was a hard person to like----but would like to see Liz and the rest of her family. Still, though it would be possible, just don't see myself doing it. Is it because I don't really feel wanted there. Would be interesting to go...still, at this point, will not do it.