so why.....

is it so difficult to accept a sub job from a public school. Today you received atleast two calls from schools that are probably very good and not hard to work in. Nevertheless, City boy, you rejected them. Is it because Friends has gotten you so accustomed to it (yes, you miss it these two weeks) that you don't want to start another "relationship"? Do you want the time to yourself? Today, visited with Jimmy at South Fourth, had fun, relaxed read the paper, feel wanted there, all well and good, but.....perhaps I want to see the movie at New Directors tonight, and then go to......where...feeling healthy and strong, perhaps out to Brooklyn. Tomorrow, face another dilemma, if I sub, will I have enough strength to tutor Deyra (if she appears) and Neal (if he needs the work) and then go to South fourth to play Trivia, which I really want to do. Like the friendship there, anyway, these are the "problems" that I face---seems like it is time to return to Manhattan, although the prospect of wandering East to bushwick is fascinating, but not enough time. Later....