a week later.....

sit in lincoln center library, aware that the reunion at Hopkins is going on and I am not part of it.
Certainly I miss it, would have loved to see Malcolm Kahn again, have nothing but positive and gentle feelings for him, but life seems to be so immediate now, that it is better that I am here. I am amazed at how close the last reunion, five years ago seems. Might have been interesting to naviagate the different strands of emotion and participation that I would have found at the reunion, but the parties tonight are important. Still very depressed by the Yankee stadium committments, but spent a nice two hours at Standings yesterday, the guys that I knew were very sweet about my returning after a long absense. Ditto my buddy Luis at Left Bank in Prospect Heights. God, life is a cabaret, or atleast a pub crawl, anything to forget the engulfment of the city by.....anyway, looking forward to FRiends next week, will report soon.......