yesterday and today

yesterday, went to South Fourth, had a nice time with Jimmy, then off to the library on Leonard Street, took Lorimer Avenue bus to Fulton and Franklin---walked to my bank, which is on Fulton between Bedford and Nostrand---then up Nostrand to Eastern Parkway, back to Washington to have lunch at Tom's---really great coffee! Hungry most of the walk, however, was able to make it anyway. That evening terrible Fourposter---what is the point in reviving something like that anyway.....? but a strong meal at Ollies accross the street---woke up this morning at the usual time (2A.M.) feeling very strong, continue to feel strong for most of the day---but oh, the wait...! turned down atleast one job I might have taken because I could not have tutored Chelsea, then gone to Friends to see the play and also subbed at this school because the job apparently lasted until 5. The result is that somehow I feel incredibly restless----constantly have to justify to myself that things might be necessary to receive warmth from chelsea and the kids at Friends. Still, all this time makes me feel raw, probably because it is too cold to walk, and I am trapped in Manhattan. Tomorrow at Friends, as well as Monday and Tuesday---spoke to Robin last night, she is looking forward to having me come down on Saturday, and seeing the play. Also it will be nice to say hi to Deborah Hedwall. Virginia Woolf again....what does that mean---also, memory of Fourposter, seeing my parents come back with a program, probably about 51, or 52. This has settled me a bit---let's see what happens......