long night

after seeing Geometry of Fire, returned home, rather then visit any of my "hangouts" Body felt tired, atleast that is the message I got. Slept around 11:00, but then awoke around 12:45. full of enregy. What to do? Decided to sit on it, as my stomach was still recovering from Thanksgiving. Could have gone for a beer, instead, around 1:45 when I did go out, settled for a quick walk and a muffin from West Side Market, and then home to tough it out. But was that right? Constantly holding back? Can't do that again tonight, too difficult. Meanwhile, I wait for Monica to assure me that I will be subbing on Monday at Friends, and wonder why my money has been withheld by unemployment. Proud of the way I handle my budget, probably no one better, but still......., always inside and outside, two different worlds. Will promise to keep myself out a little later tonight, must, really, even if the cost be a little greater. Will go to Williamsburg, probably sometime after the play at the public. Movie? Maybe, how much art goes for one day, then again........