can you.....

Promised myself I would contact Friends about enlarging my role, this morning, and ofcourse, did not do it. So, here I wait in this kind of odd zone-----somehow I can't make a move to ask for more time at Friends, even after all I have accomplished there. Well, maybe there is no rush---maybe after seeing Ron write and talking to some people this evening, I will be able to do this tomorrow, but why I am so incapable of moving on it?....Simply don't know. Can't enter the "aggressive" zone. Well, soon it will be off to Chelsea and then to Cornelia Street Cafe (my old haunt) and then to....who knows? Would like to relax and drown myself in movies (several look very interesting) or plays or whatever. But have to get this monkey off my back...don't want to contact Diane....yet! We will see what happens.