coming to.....

still another sleepless night after being unable to accept any DOE jobs yesterday. It is getting oppressive---here I have an incredible day on Thursday at 163---thought I had worked through my resisitance, only to reject several sub jobs today, a day that I could have worked one easily. Actually turned down one excellent school---atleast. So where does it end...? Friends is on its vacation, and it is possible that once they are back there will be plenty of work...but still, why this total resistance to any new school...? Got to work it through, Cityboy....other than that...probably Betrayed on Wednesday, and the trip to Washington with Bill on Saturday. tonight....feel very sleep now, see how that evolves.....