Wednesday, February 13, 2008

wednesday.....

hoped that I would be called to work at Friends, today, wasn't.....took a lot of calls from DOE, actually from some good schools, for today---yet I could not accept any---was nervous about combining a new situation with tutoring inthe evening, and wanted to see if there was any work at Friends, but...so the day is free--woke up at 1A.M., was very restless, that is another reason for not accepting work---thought Iwould be too tired, but at this moment, I feel pretty full of life, maybe I just needed another break---still, would like to solve this problem----if I need to take a job in a city school because of a break at Friends, shouldn't be a heavy crisis...well, this has a few weeks to be resolved.....
Roth's book, really evokes feelings in me---covers a lot of ground, deeply---my own vision of life---where does it come in--writing about being "outside" of the life course (for want of a better word) that is no security for myself in the form of a pension---while so many others......well, that is what they wanted...and you cityboy.....? wouldn't you like a little security?....perhaps security is more inside...still.....
on other topics, had a really nice talk with cousin Carol yesterday....looking forward to Jesse's botmitzvah Saturday....stay tuned..........

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