and tomorow

and tomorrow I will be at Friends, and yesterday had a good session with Lena, but restless and worried, no work at Friends after tomorrow, feel cut off when I am not there, when I am there everything is cool, but....need something more, more tutoring, more every day subbing more.....something...anyway, today I will watch the Friends basketball team (actually both of them, a double header, at Metro Tech) still, a lot of culture to catch up on, how much will I see, how much is important......? Really hope I can check out Peter Grimes...the rest...well...depends what our other options are...still don't like to deal with this frustration at a time when I feel so potent....work it out.......