should have, maybe

This morning, no work, got the computer call to work at Brooklyn Tech---exactly the same program as last Monday, same kids, but I said no! Why, couldn't have been easier---just did not want to---was not comfortable with the apathy of those kids-still, in terms of a day with kids I knew, why not? What am I challenging myself for? Did I need the day off? Good day at Friends yesterday, then went down to Broome Street to watch the football game and root for Baltimore against the dastardly Patriots---sad that they lost, but exciting---violin sonatas on Sunday---really beautiful! Was literally in heaven during the second and third movements of the last one, Opus 30, (I think) number 2. Still, won't go back tonight, even though I think there are free tickets for that one as well Why? Want to be with people, the Tuesday evening thing at South Fourth has worked well for me in the past--maybe another encounter with Andi-Honey, the woman performing in Murray Hill's burlesque saga. Tomorrow, tutoring all day? We'll see....