Tuesday

First time at the computer in a few days. Have gone from darkness into light! Feeling exhilirated---just finished my secoond session in two days with Brandon---very productive,but yesterday was the key---"forced" myself to accept work at Brooklyn Tech---got through it---not great but---after having done it, I feel very fulfilled. This week later work at Friends, and some in January---also some work at Liz Yamin's art gallery---this plus the tutoring should keep my going---feel very optimistic---difficult weekend, Sunday night---really weird, but seem to have worked my way through it. Something about taking a sub job in a new place---responding to a new challenge (though Brooklyn Tech kids are hardly difficult) that makes me feel strong. How much more work will I do in the public schools.......?