Frightening night....

Frightening night last night---went to see Misanthrope, basically liked it, said hello to Amelia, afterwards, she was great in the play, as a person, I love her calm---there seems to be something beautiful about her---have known her since summer of 88---she had just graduated from Syracuse---met her at the Playwrights Conference; wonder if I will ever get a chance to talk with her---returned home, after two peperoni slices, went to bed, then awakened at 3A.M. by cold---nothing more, just cold---really panicked---turned on heater, put on clothes, nothing really seemed to work, landlord not repsonsable for heat if it is over 40 degrees at night hours. Heated the bathroom with water, took a bath---lasted through the night, but very nervous about how this could affect me, and what to do tonight and tomorrow. Heat came on at around 7:30, may come on earlier tomorrow----I used the heater with the heat to warm up the room before I left for the day---still don't know what to do tonight, pull an all nighter?
Strangely enough, feel a lot of energy today, thought a lot about Misanthrope this morning, already ran to bank and now library, and then Brooklyn---but I can feel the pushing down on my chest from the cold, maybe it will go away, it usually does---no real problems now, but hopefully the night will be okay---stupid rule under 40 degrees, when it gets freezing in my apartment around low fifties. But feel positive about the day.