how could i have....?

Decision to eat at China Foods, on west 84 street, not good. Stuffed myself with chicken and soup, generally decided to take myself out of any socializing by doing so---could have gone to Toast---would like to see Shane, the bartender, but talked myself out of it---wanted chicken and soup; sounds good, no? But got up in the middle of the night, feeling stuffed, nowhere to go, now my stomach is dead, for a while---what about tonight? Can see a free concert at the Y, chamber music, I love chamber music, but what about going to Williamsburg and simply "hanging out"? ---Seems like the better alternative, since I have not been to South Fourth in a while. Watch the baseball game? Tomorrow, heavy day at Friends; guess I really needed today off---next week, lots of work---finally will get to see the English play at Roundabout, Saturday---really should go.