feeling tired.....

a lot of body fatigue.....have not slept well the past two evenings, got the call to work yesterday very late....quite surprised, would have had an easier time sleeping if I had known.....but....yesterday had some protein drink about 11:00 P.M., obviously had trouble falling asleep after that, today.....well, not much to do until going down to Friends to see Ascencion by the drama group---looking forward to that----it is important that they use all that talent in something substantial....after that....not sure....would like to head to brooklyn, but don't know what my energy quotient will be at that time...work coming in slowly, but there...shouldn't worry, really knocked out by those sixth graders yesterday......will see what happens.

got a lot done.....

today, actually the first day in about 8 that I did not work at Friends, but will be back tomorrow. Still, it is strange how a feeling of sadness sometimes comes to me on the days when I don't work. Maybe part of it is killing time, which goes so differently when I am at Friends. Well, I did finish play 9 for ID people, tonight is kind of up in the air, many choices; might step into Standings and say hello to Aaron; have not seen him in a while. Last night, opted to remain close to apartment, went to the pub that used to be all state cafe, nothing very much happening there, people seem unintersting, no sense of community, walked down to the Center, then returned to apartment, listened to beethoven sonatas for violin and piano, then a Mendelsohn trio, that I am becoming much more familiar with. Slept well, even if I got up early. Also, did a little cleanup, which is odd for me. As I write this, my apartment is being cleaned (hopefully). Will return to a much fresher and decent looking apartment---then figure out what to do with the evening.

five days working....

at Friends, doing very well, exhausted on Wednesday, but came back with strength Thursday and Friday...feeling very fulfilled and integrated into the community there...last night rewarded myself with Merrily at Encores.....by now exhausted by all the talk....finally amazed at the variety of the songs and styles in the piece...could not get that first time, obviously...anyway, very glad that I went, may be the final word on the piece for me.
Three days with not that much to do, need the rest, that is obvious, but where to go...what (if anything) to see, what the whether will be like, that is the question. Party tonight at my apartment house, was a bit reluctant to go originally, but now it seems like a good idea, some time also will be spent at South Fourth and La Flaca---after that......

quite a few days...

we have spent at Friends, getting more and more immersed in the place; tomorrow, subbing for monica, Wednesday Dancers against AIDS, wonder who will perform there...? Anyway, doing a lot of work. Tutoring canceled for today; monetarily that doesn't hurt me, except that I am kind of paralyzed for spending until the money arrives Monday morning. Yesteday had an interesting day, nice to finally see Dylan's piece, would probobly not have seen Dangerous Method if I did not have time to kill; yet it worked fine, a nice literate movie. Today, not sure, possibly a movie, possibly return to apartment for a while, Barbes has an interesting concert tonight, might possibly make it...or some traveling in Williamsburg, ...it is cold.....

wouldn't it be....

fun to see The Blood Knot, before going to the Super Bowl party at La Flaca---now there would be a contrast. That's it; try to see something as grim as possible, prior to the celebration of the game. Do your due diligence. Otherwise, second day without work---starting to miss the place, may go to the basketball game tonight, on the other hand, will definitely have my trivia fix this evening, something that might not have happened, if I had been called in to Friends. Still, raw feelings, next week have the two days, should be work enough! Have not returned to Daily Kos yet, should be interesting to see if my responses themselves had any responses. Plenty of interesting movies to see in the next few days.....but time....?